Look like I will be joining Mom in the nursing home. I no longer can live on my own. Coughing up blood. Sad part is no computer. I will miss it sooooooooooooooooo much.
At least I will be with Mom and I know it is a good place. Not sure of all that needs to be done yet, but I can barely walk. Major bummer guys.
Peace & Love to all Georgia
They are two good sized spiders on the porch. I don't bother them (except taking a picture) & they don't bother me.
Things about the same with Mom. Going out there with a friend to have lunch and take her cards to mail out.
I think my Mom's friend has the storage unit and expensive glass stuff figured out. I am trusting that she does. My income has now dropped by 200 hundred a month. How I will make it is a good clue. Peace @ Love Georgia
There is mold growing on my neighbors porch. Flashback to Oregon. So wet spring and looks like a wet fall. Wish we could share those who need it.
A friend and I did some grocery stock up. Got lots of sugar free candy and did a surprise visit to Mom. It was great. She was just finishing playing bingo. She won four times. Still can't picture her playing Bingo. What a trip. She said it breaks the board-um. I am still really pleased with her doctor and the home.
Haven't taken many pictures of late. A time for all things. yep. Love this song. Later Love & Peace Georgia
Yes fall is official around here. My emotional pain is getting some better. Life can be so cruel. Mom did have a blood clot and it went to her lung. Soooo they are starting treatment. I have read up on it and it is scary as shit.
She doesn't have blood clots, but her legs are red and swollen. All other vitals are okay. At least she will back with her friends at the nursing home.
I on the other hand am still grieving over Annie and my best friend. I sit and cry and have ugly thoughts. I have to wake up my faith and hope. Not easy to do.
More Mom stuff. I wish I knew someone who could tell me what some of her things are worth.
Peace & Love Georgia
I got a call from the nursing home and mom has blood clots in her legs. I got in touch with an old neighbor and the gave me a lift to the hospital. I walked in and Mom was all smiles.She was just getting ready to go in for her test. So I came back home. (my feet and legs are also bad). So I will call in the morning) to see all long we have to wait on the test results. I think the have good meds for dissolving clots .I hope so. I will keep you posted.
Very rainy today. Fit right in with the mood. Peace & love Georgia
It is hard going to bar parties since I don't drink anymore. It seems like everyone does. sigh* Booze kicks my ass so it is a no no.
I got jealous.(yikes). Old boy friend, but big drinker. Fucking great guitar player.
So little miss depressed is getting out in the big world. I don't have many close friends anymore. So looking forward to being with some crazy friends.
We are expecting rain all weekend. I am going to a birthday party tomorrow night (inside), but I feel sorry for all those folks who had picnic and outdoor events going. The party should be fun. It is being held at a local rest & bar. Good food,music, and people. Ah now that is what makes me happy. I miss my friend and Annie sooooooooo much. I am trying to suck in all the strength I can.
